Here you go brother.
Never think too much about what you are experiencing today. Acknowledge it, then move on. You know as well as I do that it will get worse before it gets better. Don't dwell on it.
Always see yourself in the future, healthy and strong.
Never contemplate the Why, always think of Will. I WILL beat this.
Know people love you even if they are not strong enough to say it.
Never say goodbye. Always say "I'll see you later.
Learn to meditate. The mind can heal the body.
Here is some practical advice
Intake a minimum of 1200 calories daily, I did 2000. Because you know you will lose weight. Get Ensure if you can't eat.
Buy Juven. It helps restore muscle. I preferred the Orange over the Grape. Add ice cream for extra calories. Crushed ice is good too.
Most of all. Trust your body.
Let me say that again. TRUST YOUR BODY. It is an incredible machine that will fight to save itself, just help it along.
We will all see you later.