are ya trying to convince yourself . . . or others?
#23 | Posted by markh
Not surprisingly, the point of that post eludes you, Markuh. Consider some of your posts on this thread:
"Doc comes out of the closet on the DR?" Clearly you're interested.
"are u gonna be the alpha or beta?" I'm still waiting for your explanation of what that means, since it sounds like some sort of inside-the-beltway, those-who-know talk and I'm not inside-the-beltway and I don't know.
"ya seemed to be pretty enthusiastically cheer-leading an alternate life style." An obvious expression of disappointment that your search for a kindred spirit -- a wood sprite, perhaps? -- went unrewarded.
"pass my apologies along to your 'partner' too," sounds a lot like an expression of resignation with a heavy infusion of jealousy.
Clearly, what you call "the alternate life style" is a source of genuine fascination for you. You toss it out there to get a reaction, prepared to: (A) adopt the yuk-yuk-juss-kiddin, I'm-one-of-the-guys posture to camouflage your real intent (with which you are obviously not comfortable and must make at least some effort to repress); or (B) assume a quite different posture if your thinly-veiled come-hither signals elicit a positive response.
This may seem much ado about nothing, Markuh, but there are professionals out there who can help you work through this. You might want to consider seeking their assistance, if only to be able to live more comfortably inside your own skin.
That said, Markuh, whatever "the alternate life style" may be for you -- and whether you live it or just yearn to do so -- doesn't concern me beyond the abstracted "reality" of the virtual world here on the DR.
Please, get it through your thick skull, Markuh, I'm really not interested. (Although, as a fellow human being, I feel compelled to mechanically declare in a bored voice layered with repressed laughter, "But I am concerned.")
Finally, a word of advice, Markuh: If you stalk in real life as you seek "the alternate life style" the way you do here, trolling for the object of your desire, someone will slap a restraining order on you. Here, you just get laughed at.